perubahan

perubahan itu ternyata membuat gundah semua teman, termasuk aku.
kenapa semua itu bisa terjadi begitu saja tanpa adanya perencanaan?
apakah suatu profesionalisme itu tidak boleh melibatkan perasaan?
termasuk perasaan orang yang ter aniaya?
sebegitu sakitnya?

hmm.. ini lah namanya dunia.. dimana segala perubahan bisa terjadi kapan aja, dimana aja, dan ama siapa aja...

gonna miz u much wa.. :(

what should i felt?

abis liat fs nya temen sma, ga nyangka.. begitu cepatnya waktu berlalu, ketika menyadari dia udah punya 2 orang anak. anak pertama cowok, anak keduanya baru lahir 2 hari yang lalu dan cewe. Hikz, kapan ya aku punya sendiri?

hari ini ga puasa, karena lagi dapet.. trus kapan bisa dapet baby nya?

pernah baca di blog nya mas dod, sabar itu bukan ampe kapan, tapi sabar itu memang harus selama nya.
could i ?

bad plan

rencana kemarin batal hanya karena gak tau mesti gimana pas udah slesenya. lumayan bt, tp dia janji malem ini. i can't wait hardly.. to have my own.

nite with hugs..

lastnite, i got hug.. warm hug from my lovely one. there's no tears anymore on my pillow. But, "it" still on my head.. what should I do then? nobody wants to be blamed.

ntar malem kayanya mesti mc.. udah routine take that pils everyday. bingung dgn apa yg dirasain skrg? everuthings complicated on my head.. bt !

2 nites without hugs..

after 2 nites without hugs, i dunno with tonite. I still feel tears that drop on my eyes lastnite.
what should I do then? i just can crying on my pillow, back of my love one..

hmm.. take a deep breath, to release all my dizzyness..
is it still blamed on me? or I can blame anyone who make me like this?
maybe u?

no.. u blame me either..

bad hair day..

bad hair day..
cocok banget tema itu buat hari ini..
after i feel lonely for a whole lastnite,
its so unnecessary to be smile to everyone today..

its too hard to be not selfish..
its too hard to face it out..
its too hard to be not complain..

apa memang posisi perempuan harus selalu "nrimo"
whatever he did to me?
sejauh mana siy harus selalu tolerance?
even it just a small unimportant things?

we have still a further future for our life..

how to be a wise woman?

how a bad hair day..