luv u..

3 days i had see u without smile, finally.. last nite, i saw you laugh.. you laid beside me.., then you laugh..smile.. make a jokes.. hmm.. i miss that things.. :) even your probs still not finish yet, but i still proud of you.. yup.. i can not do more like we expected before, i just give you a pray, may Allah always bless both of us.. I pray to God lastnite, May Allah give you a best way to solve ur probs.. :)

i love u..

dillemma..

its been 3 days, i feel so.. so..in dillemma.. duh.. kayanya gw useless bgt.. cuma bisa doing nothing.. :(( .. duh, bingung....

again..

actually..gw ga pernah minta buat jd mentor.. kerja gw bantuin temen2 baru buat bisa "terbang" dg benar, menyenangkan.. gw ga mikirn target.. gw ga pikirin jam istirahat gw.. tp gw MESTI "available always" ktika mreka butuh "the rite answer"... dan ini kerjaan yg susah susah! (sometimes i fell bored w/ this kind of job) tapi, pendapat orang bedabeda.. ada yg bilang, gw makan gaji buta lah.. ada yg bilang gw nongkrong lah.. tp ini tugassss.. yg mesti gw kerjain secara baik dan benar!!.... tapi.. ya sudahlah.. yg penting i did my besttt...

who am i?

I am just ordinary girl..whose been waiting for the next 4 month to get fired from this office.. ga ngarepin siyy..tp emang gw cuma contract officer yg 4 bln lg kelar.. kalo kt anak2 siyy.. nunggu lulus sekolah bidang speak2 gitu deh.. :)) lg mrintis buat memulai semangat baru buat skripsi..tp anehh.. koq ga nemu2 yaa semangatnya?? ini udah 2 semester, gw cuma bayar spp doank.. tp ga ngajuin judul apapun.. duh. mudah2an ga masuk list yg di-DO.. coz gw masih pengen buat bikin bangga ngokap..besok tgl 22 mesti byr spp lg.. yg pasti ga minta nyokap, coz nyokap udah ga mau tau urusan kuliah gw.. :P

tar sore mo jalan niy kayanya ma ulan.. to get final result, after 5 days with fruits only.. can u imagine, that i can stand with fruit only in 5 d ays? heheheh.. ga ngerti jg.. knp gw bisa kuat yaa.. mungkin dorongan orang2 skitar gw, terutama co gw.. dia ampe ga tega makan depan gw.. duhhh.. kesian kann.. tp gpp, itu bukti dia dukung gw bangett.. nyokap jg dukung gw banget.. tp dia suka lupa, masa kmaren dia masak udang goreng tepung kesukaan gw?? jahat ga siyy.. hehehe.. akhirnya gw cuma pergi ke kmr aja, ngabisin film The Great Alexander.. film kolosal yg ok.. tp ga terlalu suka... masa siyy.. se'great' nya alexander ternyata dia homo??? hehehehe...

tar sore ga ktemu aa, coz dia keluar kota hadirin married temennya.. jadilah tar sore gw pesta besar ma ulan.. iya kan lan.. :)

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iseng.. drpd cuma jd mentor.. kapan lg bisa create blog gw sendiri.. jadilah sekarang gw isi waktu dg buat blog ini.... luamayan lah..