its been 1 month, Im already at home.. pathetic i think.. but how.. :P
..ya..nothing to do..but too many schedule i have to do..
i felt sucks when everybody ask bout me.. what should i answer that damn question?
its not all about my fucking life... that damn home sweet home.. (coz i dont have any home sweet home)... apa siy yg ada di otak orang itu?? apakah dia pernah memikirkan kehidupan gw? khidupan anak bungsunya yg already damn old?
last nite, I had 2 hours chatting bullshit by phone with my "caca".. sgala kebingungan gw..sgala apa yg gw rasain..
ujung2 nya caca cuma bisa blg.. " lu yg sabar ya.. so many chooses in this fucking life.., and everyone has their own choosen".. damn.. sobat gw pling deket pun ga bisa kasih komentar ama hidup gw ! no body knows how I feel to be seseorang yg tdk di harapkan.. seseorang yang tidak punya harapan....
hahahahaha... that girl bitch caca cuma bilang, " jgn ampe bunuh diri ya, gw masih sayang ama lo"...
dan gw jawab, kalopun iya.. pasti gw tinggalin buat wasiat bra buat lo ca... hahahahha....
ca.. even smalem lu udah denger smua blablabla gw.. tp lo msh inget kan one wish gw..
" gw pengen nikah.."
